Подпись-пост.

[Richard Rook]

Я решил, что буду теперь не просто так менять подпись, а делать вот такие посты.
Потому что про музыку я почти не пишу, а места в моей жизни она занимает совсем немало. Пусть хоть такие вот недозаметки разбавят дело.
Моя подпись сегодня...

...20.06.2014 это:

So get out of touch
And become a thought
Cause once you’re a thought, hopefully you're forgot

"Beachballs"

Do it again
She said to me
So I nailed my hand to the baseboard floor
Hysterically
Laughing at me
She begged the question and I begged for more
Now I water
The thorn you rammed
Deep into my side watch it fertalize
Cause you shoved your finger
Right down my throat
And you made me puke up all of my pride

Pop the Beach Balls
Burn the photos
C-4 your safe
And you'll never grow old
So get out of touch
And become a thought
Cause once you’re a thought, hopefully you're forgot

If we break up
Don’t write a song that would
Drag my name through the shit, the mud
Cause I’ve seen some solid swimmers who drowned
When you unleashed the dam and cause the flood
But with free choice
There comes freewill
And I’m so happy she decided to leave
Cause now I’m alone
Demons come home
And now my plan is rolling up it’s sleeve

Pop the Beach Balls
Burn the photos
C-4 your safe
And you'll never grow old
So get out of touch
And become a thought
Cause once you’re a thought, hopefully you're forgot

Pop the Beach Balls
Burn the photos
C-4 your safe
And you'll never grow old
So get out of touch
And become a thought
Cause once you’re a thought, hopefully you're forgot

Because my morale's begun to decay
And all my friends have the same thing to say
They say that good times have faded away
They say that their all worried about me
Cause I feed birds in the cemetery
And I rake leaves off the grass in my grave
Because my memory lane is now paved
(Nothing's wrong)
My memory lane is now paved
(There’s nothing wrong)
My memory lane is now paved
(Nothing's wrong)
My memory lane is now paved
(There’s nothing wrong)
But now my memory’s back and there’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong
I said there’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong

А это то, что мне нужно рационально.
Честно говоря, я ненавижу свой разум, потому что я знаю, что он прав. Я знаю, где я обманываю сам себя, я знаю, где идеализирую и знаю, где being romantic and blind.
И проблема-то в том, что знал всегда.
Ох.
Двойственность убивает всегда.

Люблю звучание этой песни. У него здесь по-особому крутой голос.

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...12.06.2014 это:

Keep your apology
Give us more detonation

"Na Na Na"

(Na Na Na...)

Drugs, gimme drugs, gimme drugs
I don't need it, but I'll sell what you got
Take the cash and I'll keep it
Eight legs to the wall
Hit the gas, kill them all
And we crawl, and we crawl, and we crawl
You be my detonator

Love, gimme love, gimme love
I don't need it, but I'll take what I want from your heart
And I'll keep it in a bag, in a box
Put an X on the floor
Gimme more, gimme more, gimme more
Shut up and sing it with me

(Na Na Na...)

From mall security
To every enemy
We're on your property
Standing in V formation

(Na Na Na...)

Let's blow an artery
Eat plastic surgery
Keep your apology
Give us more detonation

(More! Gimme more! Gimme more!)

Oh, let me tell you 'bout the sad man
Shut up and let me see your jazz hands
Remember when you were a madman
Thought you was Batman
And hit the party with a gas can
Kiss me you animal

(Na Na Na...)

You run the company
Fuck like a Kennedy
I think we'd rather be
Burning your information

(Na Na Na...)

Let's blow an artery
Eat plastic surgery
Keep your apology
Give us more detonation

And right here
Right now
All the way in Battery City
Little children
Raise their open filthy palms
Like tiny daggers up to heaven
And all the juvee halls
And Ritalin rats
Ask the angels made from neon
And fucking garbage
Scream out, "What will save us?"
And the sky opened up

Everybody wants to change the world
Everybody wants to change the world
But no one, no one wants to die
Wanna try, wanna try, wanna try
Wanna try, wanna try, now
I'll be your detonator

(Na Na Na...)

Make no apology
It's death or victory
On my authority
Crash and burn
Young and loaded

Drop like a bullet shell
Just like a sleeper cell
I'd rather go to hell
Than be in purgatory
Cut my hair
Gag and bore me
Pull this pin
Let this world explode

Просто в вашей ленте давно не было MCR, а как же вы без MCR, правда?
Наверное, самая известная и самая популярная их песня. Она... Ух. Она никогда не была для меня фоном, вот. Я даже не пытался её интерпретировать для себя особо, просто наслаждался. В ней бьющая через край энергетика, завораживающий припев (хочется, чтобы он не заканчивался) и я считаю, что не брать её никуда саундтреком — преступление .
В общем, обожаю я эту группу, чё тут).
А конкретно эти строки, они такие... defiant to the end. ИМХО, именно благодаря подобным строчкам уже пара людей, с которыми я пересекался на базе MCR, сказали, что в некоторые периоды своей жизни жили благодаря MCR и Джерарду У'эю).

...04.06.2014 это:

Take the time to learn to breathe
Some day we're goin' under
Help us see what's underneath

Sometimes I just wanna run away
From all the things you say to me
Feelin's are okay to me, uh uh

And I just wanna find a place
Where no one sleeps and we're all awake
And take the time to get away, uh uh

I don't wanna play these games
Your strength has helped me make the change
Catch me if I fall from grace, uh uh

And I don't wanna play your games
'Cause lonely was a safer place
Catch me if I fall from grace, uh uh

Take the time to learn to breathe
'Cause some day we're goin' under
When did we all fall asleep?
Won't someone wake us?

Take the time to learn to breathe
Some day we're goin' under
Help us see what's underneath

I'm not here to place the blame
'Cause although we're not, we're all the same
You lit a fire when you called my name, uh uh

And I don't wanna play your games
'Cause lonely was a safer place
You can catch me if I fall from grace, uh uh

Take the time to learn to breathe
'Cause some day we're goin' under
When did we all fall asleep?
Won't someone wake us?

Take the time to learn to breathe
Some day we're goin' under
Help us see what's underneath

I wanna take you, wanna shake you
Wanna make you feel like I do
I wanna take you, wanna break you
Wanna make you know what it's like

I wanna take you, wanna break you
Wanna make you feel like I do
I wanna take you, wanna shake you
Wanna make you know what it's like

I won't fight you, I'm not like you
I wanna make you see what I see
I won't fight you, I'm not like you
I wanna make you feel like I do

I won't fight you, I'm not like you
I wanna make you see what I see
I won't fight you, I'm not like you
I wanna make you feel like I feel

Take the time to learn to breathe
'Cause some day we're goin' under
When did we all fall asleep?
Won't someone wake us?

Take the time to learn to breathe
'Cause some day we're goin' under
Help us see what's underneath

Просто... .
Порой я и забываю, как прекрасна эта группа.
Да, с неделю назад меня эта песня... вытянула.

...19.05.2014 это:

All I’ve learned is teaching me more. All I know is driving me on.

I’ve thrown away all of my outside distractions.
I’m diving headfirst to chase a dream that I won’t let go.

It’s worthless - a waste of time. This goal is out of reach. You better fall back in line.

This is what I need. You are what I need.
I need motivation to prove you wrong, and I will prove you wrong.

What makes you think that you are different?
How can you chase these dreams? They’ve become a chore.

I know I’m close. I’m almost there.
Just a little more, and I will prevail through what you call "ignorance". I will prevail.

Now I’ve chased this dream to do what I love, and I wouldn’t trade it for a thing.
Now I’ve chased this dream and I made it out alive. I wouldn’t trade it for a thing.
I threw away what naysayers say, and started on a race that I had to win for myself.

And you proved me wrong, you proved me wrong.

All I’ve learned is teaching me more. All I know is driving me on.

All I’ve learned is teaching me more. All I know is driving me on.

Песня от Армо внезапно зашла даже больше, чем я думал сначала.
Она и по тексту... Не совсем, но подходит этому периоду моей жизни.
А ещё она является подтверждением того, что меня стало больше тянуть на... жесткач

Алсо:
"А.:
Кстати, узнала, что вот эта группа - христианские... металлкористы? D
Короче, они призывают на своих концертах быть добрыми, милыми, не пить/курить и вообще няши
А потом ебашут металлкор
:3"

И минутка тупого юмора:
"они христианский металкор
меня это так смешит
что они гроулом поют про христианские ценности
ДАВАЙТЕ БЛЯТЬ ЛЮБИТЬ ИИСУСА РЕБЯТА
*проигрыш на пять минут*
ИИСУС СУКА РУЛИТ
*ещё один проигрыш*"

...11.05.2014 это:

I'm tired of pretending, that I'm not here, not here to die

текст

This wasn't supposed to be a love song,
Matter of fact this was about hate.
I fucking said it, I don't regret it
A little much or a little too late.

I turned away just one too many times
I'm tired of the reasons, sick of all the lies.
I looked away just one too many times
I'm tired of pretending, that I'm not here, not here to die.

You want my best, you get the worst
You're not the last and you ain't the fucking first
You gotta live, I live to die.
Screw that mother fuckers, fingers to the sky.

I turned away just one too many times
I'm tired of the reasons, sick of all the lies.
I looked away just one too many times
I'm tired of pretending, that I'm not here, not here to die.

I've been hated by better
I've been beaten by the best
It's not a game[?], it's a mother fucking test[?]

I turned away just one too many times
I'm tired of the reasons, sick of all the lies.
I looked away just one too many times
I'm tired of pretending, that I'm not here, not here to die.

Гло подсказала группу). Отличные же, злые весьма няши.
Эта песня. впрочем, только конкретными строчками нравится.

...03.05.2014 это:

And I just keep on trying, I don't know what for

текст

You call to me and I fall at your feet
How could anyone ask for more?
And our time apart like knives in my heart
How could anyone ask for more?

But if there's a pill to help me forget
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to
God, I'm trying to

Just trying not to love you only goes so far
Trying not to need you, it's tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, I'm down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, I don't know what for

'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more

And this kind of pain only time takes away
That's why it's harder to let you go
And nothing I can do without thinking of you
That's why it's harder to let you go

But if there's a pill to help me forget
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to
God, I'm trying to

Just trying not to love you only goes so far
Trying not to need you, it's tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, I'm down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, I don't know what for

'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more

So I sit here divided, just stuck to myself
Was it something that I did? Was there somebody else?
When a voice from behind me was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me, whispered right in my ear
So I've been dying to tell you

That trying not to love you only went so far
Trying not to need you was tearing me apart
Now I see the silver lining and what we're fighting for
We just keep on trying, we could be much more

'Cause trying not to love you
Oh, trying not to love you
Oh, only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more

Песня охуенная, впрочем.

...25.04.2014 это:

click OK to ok

Я просто хочу такую кнопку.

...17.04.2014 это:

Screaming, needing something to stop this feeling
Trying to get by it, keep all my wounds from bleeding

текст

When nothing you say is heard*
And nobody cares if you hurt
And I know how it seems
You're nothing but screams
But take it from me it's not the end
And all that you try goes wrong
And nothing but lies for so long
And I know how it seems it's hard to believe
But take it from me it's not the end
Stuck
Keep moving
Stuck
Don't let it die
Stay alive, stay alive, because it's almost over now
Stay alive, stay alive, better days to come around
Nothing is right your head
And all of your tears are shed
I know how it seems
You're in this too deep
But take it from me it's not the end
Stuck
Keep moving
Stuck
Don't let it die
Stay alive, stay alive because it's almost over now
Stay alive, stay alive for better days to come around
Screaming, needing something to stop this feeling
Trying to get by it, keep all my wounds from bleeding
Stay alive, stay alive because it's almost over now
Stay alive, stay alive, for better days to come around
Stay alive, stay alive, because it's almost over now
Stay alive, stay alive for better days to come around
Stuck

Внезапно зашло.
Хорошая песня. Вообще, Smile Empty Soul такая очень средняя группа, которая иногда неплоха фоном, у которой есть несколько песен, которые мне нравятся достаточно и потому мною узнаваемы, но в общем и целом они не будут в списке моих любимых групп.
Но вот, эта ещё вчера (вчера. с временем опять дерьмо) попалась в трамвае по дороге в инст. И годно же. Просто и мотивирующе, причём это не злая мотивация, не лиричная, а... Ну, Stuck -- упрямая, скорее. Но при этом не назло кому-то, как Welcome to the Black Parade, а ради себя.
Almost over now. Right. Almost over.

...09.04.2014 это:

If life ain't just a joke
Then why are we laughing?

текст

Yeah!

And if your heart stops beating
I'll be here wondering
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life

And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this

Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway

Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn't it be grand? It ain't exactly what you planned
And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?
Oh, dead

Tongue-tied and oh so squeamish
You never fell in love
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life

And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this

Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway

Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn't it be grand to take a pistol by the hand?
And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?

And in my honest observation
During this operation
Found a complication in your heart
So long

'Cause now you've got
(Now you've got)
Maybe just two weeks to live
(Is that the most that you can give?)

One, two, one two three four!

La la la, la la
La la la la, la la
La la la la, la la la
Well come on

La la la, la la
La la la la, la la
La la la la, la la la
Oh motherfucker

If life ain't just a joke
(La la la, la la)
Then why are we laughing?
(La la la la, la la)
If life ain't just a joke
(La la la la, la la la)
Then why are we laughing?

If life ain't just a joke
(La la la, la la)
Then why are we laughing?
(La la la la, la la)
If like ain't just a joke
(La la la la, la la la)
Then why am I dead?
Dead!

The answer is simple: it is. It is just a motherfucking fucked-up joke). And I couldn't be happier about it).

А ещё вот это:

А знаете, что на самом деле значит эта подпись?
Что я в норме, и я давно не чувствовал себя так спокойно и хорошо. И не спрашивайте меня, почему для выражения этого спокойствия я выбрал песню с название Dead!, I guess it's okay for me)).

...25.03.2014 это:

If I could just see it all
Just like the fly on the wall
Would I be able to accept what I can't control?

текст

The other night
I had a dream
There was a world full of kings and queens
But it was cold
Dark as the night
We were the fire on the moonlit skies

We weren't divided
We were the same
And we were free
But we all wore chains
We could've see it
What we created
The place between truth and overrated

If I could just see it all
Just like the fly on the wall
Would I be able to accept what I can't control?
And would I share what I saw?
Or just sit back and ignore
Like nothing never happened
And I haven't seen you before?

I'm on the run from thief
I let into my head
I know, I hold the keys, so don't be scared
When I turn and shout:

I don't think I need you anymore
Take your words, and your lies and just beat it!
I don't think I need you anymore
Take the hurt and the pain, I don't need it!

I wanna live with a bit of change
We can all be kings and queens
If we can just learn to believe
If we can just learn to believe

We had a plan to build a wall
A great divide that would never fall
To separate us
From all the pain
And keep the skeletons locked away

And brick by brick
We build it so thick
That it blocked up the sky and all the sunlight
And one by one
We all became numb
We were making a bullets to a broken gun

If I could just see it all
Just like the fly on the wall
Would I be able to accept what I can't control?
And would I share what I saw?
Or just sit back and ignore
Like nothing never happened
And I haven't seen you before?

I'm on the run from thief
I let into my head
I know, I hold the keys, so don't be scared
When I turn and shout:

I don't think I need you anymore
Take your words, and your lies and just beat it!
I don't think I need you anymore
Take the hurt and the pain, I don't need it

I wanna live with a bit of change
We can all be kings and queens
If we can just learn to believe
If we can just learn to believe

I don't think I need you anymore
Take your words, and your lies and just beat it!
I don't think I need you anymore
Take the hurt and the pain, I don't need it!

I wanna live with a bit of change
We can all be kings and queens
If we can just learn to believe
If we can just learn to believe...

Люблю их . Местами у них очень сильная лирика.
А эта песня... Не вся, пожалуй, вот именно те строки, что я вынес в подпись — это вполне себе тема моей жизни на этот период.
Because I do know that I don't need you, but how the hell should I... feel it? Believe it? Comprehend it? Knowledge has never been enough.
Но в отрыве от личных ассоциаций — она действительно хорошая и весьма неглупая.

...17.03.2014 это:

You can't see which grass is greener
Chances are it's neither, and either way it's easier
To see the difference, when you're sitting on the fence

текст

Somewhere in your wardrobe, I'd be willing to bet
There's a t-shirt probably bearing the silhouette of Che Guevara

He was revolutionary, yeah, he wore a cool hat
But behind the design I think you might find it's not quite as simple as that

Che was a bit of a homophobe, Che was a bit of a homophobe, apparently
Che was a bit of a homophobe, Che was a bit of a homophobe

[Chorus]
This is my song in defence of the fence
A little sing along, a anthem to ambivalence
The more you know, the harder you will find it
To make up your mind, it, doesn't really matter if you find
You can't see which grass is greener
Chances are it's neither, and either way it's easier
To see the difference, when you're sitting on the fence

Somewhere in your house, I'd be willing to bet
There's a picture of that grinning hippy from Tibet - the Dalai Llama

He's a lovely, funny fella, he gives soundbites galore
But let's not forget that back in Tibet, those funky monks used to dick the poor, yeah

And the Buddhist line about future lives is the perfect way to stop the powerless rising up
And he tells the poor they will live again, but he's rich now so it's easy for him to say

[Chrous]
I'm taking the stand in defence of the fence
I got a little band playing anthems to ambivalence
We divide the world into terrorists and heroes
Into normal folk and weirdos
Into good people and pedos
Into things that give you cancer and the things that cure cancer
And the things that don't cause cancer, but there's a chance they will cause cancer in the future
We divide the world to stop us feeling frightened
Into wrong and into right and
Into black and into white and
Into real men and fairies
Into status quo and scary
Yeah we want the world binary, binary
But it's not that simple.

And your dog has a bigger carbon footprint than a four wheel drive
Yea your dog has a bigger carbon footprint than a four wheel drive
And your dog has a bigger carbon footprint than a four wheel drive
And so does your baby, maybe you oughta trade HIM in for a Prius

ROCK!

[Chorus]
I'm taking the stand in defence of the fence
I got a little band playing tributes to ambivalence
We divide the world into liberals and gun-freaks
Into atheists and fundies
Into tee-tot'lers and junkies
Into chemical and natural
Into fictional and factual
Into science and supernatural
But it's actually naturally not that white and black

You'll be
Dividing us into terrorists and heroes
Into normal folk and weirdos
Into good people and pedos
Into things that give you cancer and the things that cure cancer
And things that don't cause cancer, but there's a chance they will cause cancer in the future
We divide the world to stop us feeling frightened
Into wrong and into right and
Into black and into white and
Into real men and fairies
Into parrots and canaries
Yeah we want the world binary, binary - 0100100!

The more you know, the harder you will find it
To make up your mind, it doesn't really matter if you find
You can't see which grass is greener
Chances are it's neither, and either way it's easier
To see the difference when you're sitting on the fence
Cause it's not that simple... Maybe...

Спонсор этой подписи —  Night de Lune.
Я не буду здесь особо расписывать — пока я далеко не всё у него послушал (хотя, может быть, сегодня посмотрю концерт), но песня просто замечательная, неглупая и правильная для меня =).
А ещё мне нравятся его "apparently" и "maybe")).

...09.03.2014 это:

Клянусь вам, господа, что слишком сознавать — это болезнь, настоящая, полная болезнь

Херня, на самом деле, сознавать — это величайшее счастье.
Другое дело, что иногда это слишком больно. Но стоит признать, что ясность придаёт боли некоторое наслаждение. Болезненное и мазохистское, выжигающее изнутри, но наслаждение.
Эниху, сказано отлично, мне нравится).
Взял я это отсюда, но вообще-то встретил у Горького — тут весь отрывок.

...1.03.2014 это:

I wonder if this will ever be different
I wonder if they will ever be spared

текст

Another night, another year that gone.
Raise your glass, I'm not home tonight.
Nothings changed but everythings different.
Getting cold in the bus stop light.
All the days, all the time we spent,
Making plans for another life.
Staring out of a backseat window.
Making cuts with a plastic knife.

This dirty heart still longs to beat.
Back in your arms, back on your street.
These open wounds you gave me.
These broken bones will take me,
Crawling on through the debris
Of my dirty little heart.

Another flight, still I don't belong.
An empty glass. still not home tonight.
I look for a chance, but only find indifferance.
I'm growing old in the glare of a spotlight.
All those nights, all these hearts I've haunted.
All the memories we shared.
I wonder if this will ever be different.
I wonder if they will ever be spared.

This dirty heart still longs to beat.
Back in your arms, back on your street.
These open wounds you gave me.
These broken bones will take me,
Crawling on through the debris
Of my dirty little...

These open wounds you gave me.
These broken bones will take me,
Crawling on through the debris
Of my dirty little heart.

This dirty heart still longs to beat.
Back in your arms, back on your street.
These open wounds you gave me.
These broken bones will take me,
Crawling on through the debris
Of my dirty, dirty...

These open wounds you gave me.
These broken bones will take me,
Crawling on through the debris
Of my dirty little heart.

Почти самая любимая песня у них. Жаль, конечно, что они распались, хотя последний альбом и был уже не торт.
Но.. всё равно. Одна из групп, по звучанию близких к идеалу в отдельных песнях). Тексты, впрочем, тоже местами очень нравятся.

...21.02.14 это:

Go away
Don't look at me
'cuz we're not the same
And you can't do nothing

текст

Somtimes this house feels like a prison
That I just can't leave behind
There's so many rules
I got to follow
'Cuz you can't let go

I don't wanna hear it
And I just can't believe it
All the stupid things you say but

One day
I won't take this anymore
One day
I'll be old enough
I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say I'm not allowed to
One day

Sometimes I wonder if you know me
Or if you just pretend to care
Tell me are you on a mission to bring me down?

Go away
Don't look at me
'Cuz we're not the same
And you can't do nothing
You can say
That it's not okay
But I'm not afraid
And you can't do nothing
Nanana...One day

Хочу побыть инфантилом =).
Не ну а чо, в кой-то век не любовные (и прочие) пиздострадашки, не общие слова, а вполне конкретно выраженное желание!
And THIS day is coming!

...13.02.14 это:

You don't have to make it right
Just hold your head up high

We are all living the same way, the same way
We are escaping the same way, the same way
Circling
We are a part of the same play, the same play
We think we're making our own way, our own way
Circling

You don't have to hold your head up high

Round and round
I won't run away this time
Till you show me what this life is for
Round and round
I'm not gonna let you change my mind
Till you show me what this life is for

We are afflicted by fiction, by fiction
Building a case for eviction, eviction
Circling
Guarding a tower of ancients, of ancients
Shooting down arrows of patience
And patiently circling

You don't have to hold your head up high

Round and round
I won't run away this time
Till you show me what this life is for
Round and round
I'm not gonna let you change my mind
Till you show me what this life is for

All the emptiness inside you
Is hard enough to fill
Without a sense of purpose
We're setting up to fail
You don't have to make it right
Just hold your head up high

Round and round
I won't run away this time
(Hold your head up high)
Till you show me what this life is for
(Hold your head up high)
Round and round
I'm not gonna let you change my mind
(Hold your head up high)
Till you show me what this life is for

Честно говоря, уже думал, что несколько отошёл от Imagine Dragons... Но ошибался. Вот эта песня сегодня утром внезапно сделала мне хорошо, а эти строки... Просто . Нет, я эту песню и раньше слушал, но не вслушивался).
Мне кажется, это одни из тех слов, которые всегда будут в тему для меня. Как "Единожды – всё равно что никогда", "Sarah, are you saving me?" и "I'm just a boy, who had to sing this song". С "всегда" я перебарщиваю, конечно, но эти фразы и мысли со мной надолго).
А ещё Имэджины всё-таки очень гармоничны. Я думаю, я был бы готов пожертвовать чем-то, чтобы узнать, что кроется за их анаграммой).

...29.01.14 это:

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand

This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me, I've got a plan
When the lights go off, you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing, rather feel pain

I know, I know that you're wounded
You know, you know that I'm here to save you
You know, you know I'm always here for you
I know, I know that you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

Как-то так.
Люблю 3DG, кстати. Почти обожаю. Давно их слушаю, одна из первых серьёзных групп для меня.
Раз уж это такой лозунг жизни в последнее время, пуская на две недели остаётся.


...21.01.14 это:

And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on!
We'll carry on!

текст

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non-believers,
the plans that they have made?"
"Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join The Black Parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me ‘cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this part

I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it's who we are
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who had to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I! don't! care!

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on

Просто .
Я даже не знаю, какая песня меня больше мотивирует — эта или Nickelback — It's the only one you've got.
Просто... Ну, серьёзно!
Как эту песню... ломает:

I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it's who - we - ARE
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who had to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I! DON'T! CARE!

Восторг, короче. Чистый-чистый восторг.

...13.01.14 это:

Единожды – всё равно что никогда

тЫк

...05.01.2014 это:

I feel something so right
Doing the wrong thing
I feel something so wrong
Doing the right thing

текст

[Chorus]
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Yeah, we'll be counting stars

[Verse 1]
I see this life
Like a swinging vine
Swing my heart across the line
In my face is flashing signs
Seek it out and ye shall find

Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told

I feel something so right
By doing the wrong thing
And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing
I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

[Chorus]
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard (hey!)
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard (hey!)
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

[Verse 2]
I feel the love
And I feel it burn
Down this river every turn
Hope is our four letter word
Make that money
Watch it burn

Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told

And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing
I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly

[Chorus]
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard (hey!)
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

Oh, oh, oh.

[Bridge 4x:]
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sing in the river
The lessons I learned

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

[Chorus]
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard (hey!)
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

[Outro 4x:]
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sing in the river
The lessons I learned

Их я начал слушать совсем недавно. И они прекрасны).
Чем-то напоминают мне Imagine Dragons, однако ID всё-таки нравятся куда больше — главным образом из-за голоса солиста). От ID я уплываю, OR же таки куда меньше на меня влияет. Да и тексты у ID получше, мне кажется. От It's Time у меня вообще третий катарсис был .

...28.12.2013 это:

I want sprinkles on that shit!

текст

I like my girls like my women
And my women like my girls
With ice cream on their ass
And my dick in their world
I ain’t fuckin’ around
I’m serious as school teachers
I got 31 flavors to make you a believer, baby

Want it, need it, à la mode
Serve that shit fucking cold
I can’t stand it when it’s all alone
‘Cause everything is better when it’s à la mode

When you gang bang and take money from banks
You only have yourself and your fucking guns to thank
And when you’re popped, locked, stopped and arrested by the cops
You can make it fuckin’ better with some ice cream on the top now, baby

Want it, need it, à la mode
Serve that shit fucking cold
I can’t stand it when it’s all alone
‘Cause everything is better when it’s à la mode

(Coffee
Candy
Pistachio nut
Burgundy
Cherry
Butterscotch
Chocolate chip
Lemon crisp
French vanilla with a peppermint twist)

You’re going to jail? Ice cream will fix it
You don’t have a life? Ice cream will fix it
You make bad decisions? Ice cream will fix it
You don’t have a job? Ice cream will fix it
You can’t find love? Ice cream will fix it
You’re a failure? Ice cream will fix it
Everyone hates you? Ice cream will fix it
Everyone hates you
(I want sprinkles on that shit)

Want it, need it, à la mode
Serve that shit fucking cold
I can’t stand it when it’s all alone
‘Cause everything is better when it’s à la mode

В последнее время я их как-то по особо полюбил). У них очень динамичные песни, и моё чувство ритмики от их растекается счастливой лужицей.
Конкретно это эээ
не спрашивайте меня о тексте .
Но! В фразе, что в подписи, есть нечто очень крутое. Не могу даже толком сформулировать, что. Я бы даже сказал — ошеломительно крутое, общая правда про людей.
I want sprinkles on this shit, too.

...20.12.2013 это:

I'm addicted to the pain,
Even more than words can say

текст

Oh my love how do I explain,
How I've come to feel this way,
I'm addicted to the pain,
Even more than words can say,
Every hit hurts like your kiss,
Like a needle to a vein,
My last words are this:
"Begin, I want you"

She said you don't even know,
How just so much I need it,
How far will you go,
I just wanna feel you cum,
Kill may be, so crazy,
But I'm okay just,
Pain me, take it very slow,
'Cause I'm in love tonight!

So now that it has come to this,
I'll be your dirty little thrill,
For the world I wouldn't miss,
'Cause I just wanna feel your kill,
Self inflicted masochist,
How could anyone resist,
My last words are this:
"Begin, I want you"

She said you don't even know,
How just so much I need it,
How far will you go,
I just wanna feel you cum,
Kill may be, so crazy,
But I'm okay just,
Pain me, take it very slow,
'Cause I'm in love tonight!

Tell me the difference between love and death,
And consider them both as they take your breath,
Tell me the difference between love and death,
And consider them both as they take your breath,

And all of this comes to an end,
But I cannot resist your death,

She said you don't even know,
How just so much I need it,
How far will you go,
I just wanna feel you cum,
Kill may be, so crazy,
But I'm okay just,
Pain me, take it very slow,
'Cause I'm in love tonight!

She said you don't even know,
How just so much I need it,
How far will you go,
I just wanna feel you cum,
Kill may be, so crazy,
But I'm okay just,
Pain me, take it very slow,
'Cause I'm in love tonight!

Очень люблю эту песню по звучанию, динамичная и яркая. Хотя в общем-то вполне стандартная, да).

...05.12.2013 это:
I don't know how to change from being me

текст

Today they asked me, "why do you always seem to fight?"
But though I could not answer I'd have lost my way
And I could tell that this ain't right
The morning sunrise seemed to ask me why I tried
To find the strength in people who had never thought about a different way of life
It just doesn't seem that easy

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to be
I don't know how to change from being me
I don't know what to say
Maybe another day
I'll stop getting lost and find my way, home
All I know is gone...

But the storms I've weathered, you know they don't seem to be as bad
If you think there's hope from here and there's a life you should now have
I don't have answers and no questions spring to mind
So here I've ended up now, there's no more signs and the roads are blocked
All night...
It just doesn't seem that easy

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to be
I don't know how to change from being me
I don't know what to say
Maybe another day
I'll stop getting lost and find my way, home
All I know is gone...

(I see no reason to move on)

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to be
I don't know how to change from being me
I don't know what to say
Maybe another day
I'll stop getting lost and find my way, home
All I know is gone...

ИЛИ БОЛЬШЕ АНГСТА!
На самом деле, я подумал, что мне поставить на две недели (потому как следующую я проведу в Италии и мне будет не до того), вспомнил про мой второй опыт ФРПГ, заскучал по созданной героине иии kinda пересоздал её на другом форе с (частично) старыми участнками.
Я НЕ ЗНАЮ ЗАЧЕМ КАК ЗАХЕРА МАМА ЧОМУ Я ДЕБИЛ КАКИЕ ФРПГ У ТЕБЯ ВТФ РЕАЛ РАБОТА ЛИЧНЫЕ ДЕЛА И ВООБЩЕ
Но теперь я снова веду историю Рэйчел Айви .
Она няша, кстати. Во много мэри-сью (в классическом смысле этого термина; то есть, не такая, у которой всё получается, а похожая на создателя (но обычно несколько лучше)), но и самостоятельные черты в ней есть. Определёнными она мне очень симпатизирует).
Да и неуверенности в ней таки больше, чем во мне.
Собственно, песня на это и намекает xD.
И да, это её песня). Я долго хотел выбрать для ней что-нибудь из Imagine Dragons, но не нашёл достаточно выражающую. А вот Lostprophets — на ура).

...27.11.2013 это:

Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world

текст

Sometimes I try not to hate myself
For everything I never said
When you were here
And so I'm burning up photographs
Of what was a perfect past
'Cause I'm still here
But I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt
And I wish you were here

It's so hard that I try to bury it
Pretend that you didn't exist
So I can be strong
But I feel sick
And I feel diseased
'Cause everyone abandons me
And I can't move along
'Cause I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt
And I wish you were here

I can not pretend you didn't exist
Misery is just a state of mind
Hiding from the world's no way to live
So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine
I'll be fine
But since I lost you I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference between
Me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt

So I look up to the stars
And wonder out loud
Why everything I had in life
Has fallen from my arms
Can you even hear this song?
I'm screaming at the clouds
Screaming to a galaxy
That never cared at all
That I need you here

Я обожаю эту песню.
Мне почему-то нравится это слово choking, а тут еще и певец ахеренно произносит, и вообще, это очень крутая песня, а конкретно эти строки – вполне себе обо мне. Время от времени.

...19.11.13 это:

And so I take a breath |
There's plenty time to sleep when I'm dead

текст

Are we alive?
Because I heard a rumor
That the day we died was yesterday
So are we rotting now?
Can't find our graves?

Well they created a lie
Built out of structure and routine by robots
But this night we're taking the virus to them

[Chorus:]
Burn this city to let them know we're here
Burn this city to reinstall the fear
How can I sleep when you pull focus
Right before my eyes
Still they find another way to put a different gun to our heads
And so I take a breath there's plenty time to sleep when I'm dead
Is this the only way its ever gonna be?
Right before my eyes

...Don't wanna think about the end
When this ride is just getting started
Roads uncharted
Or is this end of the line? (line!)
I'm not giving lessons
Lessons how stars are forged
I just keep my finger on the trigger
And blow 'em away one by one
So can we all scream? (yeah!)
Loud enough to awaken
The zombies of society
Who control these times

[Chorus]

And I still want to see the light (see the light)
Shining in front of my eyes

Running's easy
Where will we go - who knows?
Don't look back as long as I've got you we'll make it

Этих ребят я узнал сравнительно недавно, но они шикарны, конечно. На мой вкус ложатся не идеально, но достаточно близко к тому. Конкретно эта песня нравится очень, потому BURN THIS CITY TO LET'EM KNOW WE'RE HERE! Понимаете? Just to let them know! В этом есть что-то.
С выбором подписи всё и вовсе просто было .


...11.11.13 это:

Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?

текст

[Verse 1]
When I was a boy, I didn't care 'bout a thing
It was me and this world and a broken dream
I was blaming myself, for all that was going wrong.

I was way out there on the wrong side of town
And the ones that I loved, I started pushing 'em out
Then I realized that it was all my fault

[Chorus]
I've been looking for a Lifeline!
For what seems like a lifetime.
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again,
Looking for a Lifeline.

[Verse 2]
So I put out my hand and I asked for some help
We tore down the walls I built around myself
I was struck by the light and I fell to the ground

[Chorus]
I've been looking for a Lifeline!
For what seems like a lifetime.
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again,
Looking for a Lifeline.

Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again,
Looking for a Lifeline.

[Bridge]
You know a heart of gold wont take you all the way.
And in a world so cold it's hard to keep the faith.
I'm never gonna fade away!

Yeah!

[Chorus]
I've been looking for a Lifeline! (Looking for a Lifeline!)
For what seems like a lifetime. (Seems like a lifetime!)
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again,
Looking for a Lifeline. (Looking for a Lifeline.)

Is there anybody out there? (Anybody out there?)
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair!?
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again,
Looking for a Lifeline! (Looking for a Lifeline! Line... line... line... line... line...)

Я люблю Papa Roach. Некоторые их песни — однозначно одни из самых любимых у меня, не просто любимые в плане музыки или вокала, а и по тексту в том числе: она вполне себе мои.
А это, пожалуй, одна из самых любимых. Текст уже знаю, считай, наизусть, ну и с моей-то склонностью к пиздострадашкам ангсту, она мне не могла не понравиться).

запись создана: 11.11.2013 в 20:46

@темы: music is love, something personal, цитаты

Comments

[Night de Lune]

*танцует ритуальный танец драгдиллера*

[Richard Rook]

Я добился комментария под этой записью
Спасибо тебе

[Night de Lune]

Элек3х, Эээ пожалуйста))) кто бы знал что тебе нужны комменты именно здесь хДД

[Richard Rook]

Нуууу, это я шучу так)).

[Captain Midnight]

Наверное, самая известная и самая популярная их песня

ужас, сколько лет прошло, если самая известная и популярная песня когда-то любимой группы - та которую я впервые слышу

[Richard Rook]

Captain Midnight, а это из их последнего студийного альбома, так что "когда-то", вероятно, действительно ключевое).
Просто из всех их песен я только эту частенько слышал (ну, до того, как стал активно их слушать). Так что это субъективная оценка, потому и "наверное" написал .
Понравилась?)

[Captain Midnight]

Элек3х,
когда я на них забила, этого альбома видимо еще в планах не было ХД
не понравилась, но красные волосы джерарда - найс ))

[Richard Rook]

Captain Midnight, да, время летит быстро).
Ну, хоть что-то хорошее)). У них все альбомы немного разные по звучанию, так что ничего удивительного.